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Quarterlife: The Search for Self in Early Adulthood

Satya Doyle Byock, 2022

You can do everything expected and ask yourself each evening: is this all? Or reject the prescribed path without knowing how to support yourself. Psychotherapist Satya Doyle Byock calls these years quarterlife and shows that confusion is a stage, not a malfunction. The book describes this age’s two poles and three steps toward your own life: separate, listen to yourself, and build it.

Who it is for

For anyone aged sixteen to thirty-six who feels they are living someone else’s life: everything done right but empty inside, or plenty of freedom but no foundation.

There is no checklist for surviving quarterlife and flourishing within it.

Everything done right, yet life feels borrowed

Imagine two people. Anya is twenty-nine: a degree, a good job, a partner, an apartment of her own. Everything expected, yet evenings increasingly bring a quiet question: is this all? Her brother Misha is twenty-six. He left the office for music, moves between cities, and cannot always pay for housing. Both are sure something is wrong with them.

Portland psychotherapist Satya Doyle Byock hears such stories constantly. She followed a similar path: studying history, doing humanitarian work, and burning out while responding to the 2004 tsunami in South Asia. Then came a crisis at a technology company, and her mother, also a psychotherapist, gave her Carl Jung’s memoir. This brought Byock into Jungian psychology.

But when she sought an explanation of what was happening to her, she found nothing. Psychology described adolescence and the midlife crisis in detail, leaving an apparent void between them. Byock named it quarterlife, roughly sixteen to thirty-six. This is adulthood’s first part and a distinct developmental stage, as real as adolescence.

You will discover why confusion in these years has such a long history, who Stability Types and Meaning Types are, and what Byock suggests: separate, listen to yourself, and build your life. Let us begin with how it has always been this way.

Thirty, and still in the same swamp

Around sixteen hundred years ago, Augustine wrote Confessions, considered the West’s first autobiography. He recalls becoming passionate about truth at nineteen. Then he bitterly admits he is already thirty and still does not know what to devote his life to.

Byock gathers voices across the centuries. At twenty, writer Richard Wright lived in Chicago, wondering whether he would always drift on life’s margins. In 1963, Betty Friedan described the strange unease and longing troubling American women in the mid-twentieth century. Simone de Beauvoir wrote of the pain of feeling passive and dependent at an age of hopes and ambitions.

Byock’s conclusion is simple: human developmental stages are the same today as in ancient times. Quarterlife, she says, appears in myths and folktales worldwide more often than any other age. This confusion is therefore no invention of the smartphone generation. It is the old work of growing up.

Imagine climbing a mountain in fog. You feel the path is lost, but this is simply the stretch where fog always gathers. Knowing that beforehand makes walking less frightening.

Here is a first step. When you feel everyone around you has long since figured life out except you, give it a name: “This is a stage others experienced before me.” It does not solve the problem but removes unnecessary shame, and shame makes thinking harder.

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About the author

Satya Doyle Byock is an American Jungian psychotherapist from Portland. She founded the Salome Institute of Jungian Studies and works with people in early adulthood.

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Terms from the book

  • Grace
  • Hero's Journey
  • Campbell
  • Danny
  • Narcissism
  • Wright
  • Jung
  • Mass
  • Conner
  • Shadow
  • Portland
  • Grimm
  • Sabbatical
  • Tsunami: An enormous wave caused by an underwater earthquake. In December 2004, an Indian Ocean tsunami struck South Asian coastlines.
  • Jungian psychology: The approach originating with Carl Jung, giving much attention to dreams, images, myths, and inner wholeness.
  • Augustine: Saint Augustine, a Christian theologian and philosopher of the fourth and fifth centuries. His Confessions is considered the West’s first autobiography.
  • Friedan: Betty Friedan, an American writer whose The Feminine Mystique (1963) explored women’s dissatisfaction with the housewife role.
  • Beauvoir: Simone de Beauvoir, a French writer and philosopher who wrote The Second Sex (1949).
  • Cardinals: The highest Catholic clergy after the pope. After a pope dies, they assemble to elect a successor.
  • Midlife crisis: A period of doubt and life reassessment usually associated with around forty years of age.
  • Mira: A character in the book, a Stability Type. Byock assembled her from several clients’ stories and changed all identifying details.

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